Boys Don't Cry

This weird limbo place is getting old. I don't understand what God is trying to do, and in all honesty, it gets old. For a while there, I felt like things were coming together and I could see the light at the end of the tunnel. Except I think maybe I tripped over something I couldn't see in the dark, and when I got back up, I was all turned around and confused which way to walk. I'm pretty lonely right now, and everyone else seems to have WAY more faith in me than I have in me. I'm actually jealous of my brothers these days. I'm stressed over money because the Army throws things at you last minute and expects you to be able to go harvest bills from the money trees in the backyard or something. Whatever. I'm so over all of this.

You sit there on the couch
Sipping your scotch and ice
You turn the TV on
And tune me out again

So what would you say to me
If you could talk to me?
If you could ask anything
And I wouldn't lie?
But you're ok with this damaging awkwardness
So I'll just play it safe
And keep it inside
Boys don't cry

I used to hold your hand
So tight there was no question
But now even when you're near
I've never felt so alone

So what would you say to me
If you could talk to me?
If you could ask anything
And I wouldn't lie?
But you're ok with this damaging awkwardness
So I'll just play it safe
And keep it inside
Boys don't cry

If you just stand beside me
I'll keep you in my life
Tell me how much you love me
And I'll be just fine
Don't be afraid of me

So what would you say to me
If you could talk to me?
If you could ask anything
And I wouldn't lie?
But you're ok with this damaging awkwardness
So I'll just play it safe
And keep it inside
Boys don't cry