I couldn't sleep at all last night. I hate it when my brain won't shut down and insists on terrorizing me through the entire night. At this point, I'm so tired that I'll start to do something and completely forget what I was doing and start something else. Still, over all today was crazy productive. It's amazing what one can accomplish in all those extra hours.
On a not so light note, it's incredibly sad when you realize that God has purposely brought you into a time of extreme lonliness simply because you still have to learn to go to Him first. I'm so there right now, it's ridiculous. I know in the long run it is going to be so great. But in the midst of it, when you feel like next to no one fully understands you and the few people who do have been taken away for one reason or another, things get pretty gnarly. Seriously. Lack of sleep and too much crying has very unattractive results. Trust me.
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